Yesterday I quit Facebook,
Today I skipped my Prozac.
2 months ago I abstained from coffee,
Lets hope Mrs Anxiety does not come back.
My heart has not raced yet – Phew
My breathing remains long – Ahhhh
I have not broken down just yet – Woo Hoo
Not sure if I will stay strong.
Last week I thought I was Asperger s,
I think it will be my excuse.
For when I crumble and go nutty,
When I ramble and become obtuse.
The fear is mounting, I push it down,
What will happen with no drugs?
Thank Fuck, I still have alcohol,
Not an alcoholic yet, as I’m not hiding it in mugs.
The peace away from social media is lovely,
Functioning without SSRI s is divine.
I kinda really miss the coffee,
Not panicking is sublime.
I am not sure what I am,
or who I will become?
I never really fitted in to life,
But being odd is fun.
So good bye Facebook, you will be missed,
Prozac I am stronger than you.
Coffee, oh coffee, you are so so loved,
And Anxiety I will beat you too.